Yatra

Vidhiyude niyogam ariyatha sancharikal nammal,
Perariya dikukalileku naam eruvarum veendum yaatrayaai,
Enkilum yatra njaan chodikilaa ninodorikalum,
Ninn nishwasathin gandham njan marakillorikalum....

Marikilla enn sneham ninakaayi omane..
Enkilum uttaramilatha aa chodyam ente manasine neetunu...
Iniyum ee yatrayil ninne kandumutuvathennu njaan ninne..

Veendum nin arikil oru nimisham njan kothikunu,
Veendum nin kannil njan enne kaanuvaan kothikunu,
Inithaa dukhabharathaal enn kannukal nirayunu,
Nin sameepyathinaayi enn hridayam kothikkunu....

Marikilla enn sneham ninakaayi omane..
Enkilum uttaramilatha aa chodyam ente manasine neetunu...
Iniyum ee yatrayil ninne kandumutuvathennu njaan ninne..

Enn manassil njan aa manthram othunu,
Ariyoo enn priya sakhi...
Vidhiyude noolizhakalil verpirikaan kazhiyatha kaanikal aakunu naam,

Marikilla enn sneham ninakaayi omane..
Enkilum uttaramilatha aa chodyam ente manasine neetunu...
Iniyum ee yatrayil ninne kandumutuvathennu njaan ninne..


Marikilla enn sneham ninakaayi omane,
Maripuvathu aa kalathe nammal maatram,
Kaalathinte edukalil nizhalukalaayi nammal anganne....

Find Me My Love

This darkness seems to surround me,
Taking me in and all my thoughts,
I seemed to have lost my way i know not when,
Its true i might soon see a splinter of dawn,
But right now i know i'm lost in this deep abyss of time,
I search for a hand that will lead me on,
For my journey is endless and my destination unknown,
All i need is a companion in this tunnel of desperation,
That someone who can show me that ray of hope i want to see,
I need that someone who in my silence will hear all my thoughts,
Find me my savior......Find me my love....
Hold my hand and let this wait end,
When my fingers would be entwined in yours in a bond of oneness,
And then will you wake me up from this dream to find me with you,
To give me my life,to give me my light...
And all the happiness and love i could ever ask for....

MY LOVE STORY

I was standing at the bar,

she was passing in her car,

from where did she appear,

boy was she some avatar,

a lovely frock she did wear....

the girl about whom im mad,

for her i dont mind being bad,

the only thing i fear is her dad,

her thoughts make me so glad,

just a fight with her has me sad,

she s the girl i wish i had...

next day i saw her at the bazaar,

she looked at me if i was some stranger,

she dint like me twas clear,

i jus wanted te be her dear,

and be her brave and mighty lear....

the girl about whom im mad,

for her i dont mind being bad,

the only thing i fear is her dad,

her thoughts make me so glad,

just a fight with her has me sad,

she s the girl i wish i had...

she bit me on my ear,

i lost hold of the brakes and gear,

a lorry hit us in the rear,

her eyes were full of fear,

and we died lyin near...

the girl about whom im mad,

for her i dont mind being bad,

the only thing i fear is her dad,

her thoughts make me so glad,

just a fight with her has me sad,

she s the girl i wish i had...

COME TO ME

Wish it were a day with the wink of my eye...
but each day takes its time,smirks at me and passes by.....
its in my tears that i hide my love for you.....
am a leaf and my tears like dew....
oh it feels like u been gone for ages.....
i could go on and fill pages....
im in a trance dat i cant explain....
i feel like im shelley or twain...
oh you are ma cherie.....
only thing i ask of you is, to come to me.....

MY FIRST KISS

Was this the feelin for which i lived,

i now know wat it feels like to be kissed,

oh i dint know till day wat i had missed,

sweet it will taste i had been told,

a feelin u will tell is precious than gold,

i feel like not lettin u go from my hold,

wish we could stay on like this as if we were of one mould..

il go on for pages and folds....

im sure this love is ages old...

2 B A B

I C A B,

A B from C

A C of CB

CB can C

B Z "B A B"

I Z "O B U C,

me 2 A B"

when U C A B

U B A B or

B will P in I

B C A Q

B Z"R U A C of B? "

Q Z"S V R"

"I C U 2 R B"

2 B A CB

U go 2 C

when U C A C,

look 4 A CB

if  U C A CB

CB will C U 2

U will B A CB.

C U in C

A E I O U!!

For those lower beings thinking that I am crazy:

I C A B,                      I see a bee

A B from C                 A bee from sea

A C of CB                     A sea of sea-bee

CB can C                      Sea-bee can see

B Z "B A B"                Bee said "Be a bee"

I Z "O B U C,              I said "Oh bee you see,

me 2 A B"                   me too a bee"

when U C A B            when you see a bee

U B A B or                 you be a bee or

B will P in I             bee will pee in eye

B C A Q                     Bee see a queue

B Z"R U A C of B? " Bee said "Are you a sea of bee?" 

Q Z"S V R"              Queue said "Yes we are"

"I C U 2 R B"           "I see, you too are bee"

2 B A CB                   To be a sea-bee

U go 2 C                   You go to sea

when U C A C,          when you see a sea

look 4 A CB              look for sea-bee

if  U C A CB               if you see a sea-bee

CB will C U 2             sea-bee will see you too

U will B A CB.          You will be a sea-bee

C U in C                   See you in sea

A E I O U!!              Aye I owe you!!

Pardon me for posting this...

Insipid

Today is Tuesday
say how the day?
boring to the core,
raining more and more.

hows life?
full of stuff;
what kinda stuff?
stuff that make you laugh;

is it worth a laugh?
go ask your staff;
what will my staff say?
"are you gay?"

are you in love?
no I'm not;
torn between freedom and love,
I'm all bigot.

its a narrow lane to my house,
narrower is my mind.
my life ain't even a clause,
freedom where shall i find?

what do you seek?
abandon the meek
move free above the ego
alas! something that ain't easy to forgo!!

to be free from bonds,
bonds that create bounds,
then the vim shalt return,
least ways for a sojourn.

The Past

The past, is erroneously so strong

So strong that it haunts

Haunts of my lonely epochs

Epochs that taught me little

Little but for the value of solitude

Solitude so pertaining I never gave up

Gave up did I on everything but myself

Myself and Him, He who understood

Understood every tear from my weeping heart

Heart, He turned thin ice frozen

Frozen strength, over oceanic emotions

Emotions withheld, with strains so agonizing

Agonizing it was, the melancholy from others

Others from whom, my life stood apart

Apart from thoughts, it too did grow

Grow even stronger, independence and will

Will to keep fighting

Fighting among the fittest

Fittest I shall ever, strive to be

Be it worthy rationales or just blind vain

Vain so often the thoughts of my past are

Are they clouding for a reason?

A reason, perhaps too obvious to feel

Feel the change, feel the world

The world, so mammoth beyond my chrysalis

Chrysalis, I realize I was within

Within for too long, the child in me outgrew

Outgrew my age, in ways more than one

One faces life, often with second chances

Chances will I, positively take

Take on the world, with much mature eyes

Eyes that have fed my soul with mistakes

Mistakes for which, I pay forever

Forever will they remain, to me they remind

Remind that my past, shouldn’t ever repeat

Repeat never will I, the asinine faults again

Again because I’ve learnt a lot

A lot, so rhetoric, it isn’t enough

Enough and more experiences

Experiences to reach destiny

Destiny stares patiently at me with faces

Faces that might, someday spew or smile

Smile for friends, for foes, for all

For all, perchance I’m fated to stand alone

Alone shall I, if it’s the way

Way as in my past, so erroneously strong

Strong shall it be, my verve till the grave.

-Aji

14/10/2007 ~7:30pm - 9pm

Began writing this after i saw a few clippings of the roads in Dubai... Reminded me of the long lost days of going around those beautiful streets in my Dad's car... God... never been so nostalgic before...

Enikkoru panim illa... Desp!

*

Hey... tis is wat ll happen if life starts gettin boring n empty n o course aimless, as in ma case....

The followin 'poem' was written prior 2 our DSD exam, oh!! btw i being a very 'studious n meticulous' student had finished the reqd portion by tat tym.(poor LS guys, they were crakin ther head lyk nythin.... hehe.. ROFL!)

Tis abt hmmm.... read n c,wil ya?...havn namd it yet... call wateva u lyk...
(*twas first published in ma mob, Nokia 3120, an awesum fone, not mny r lucky 2 hav tat model, boooo, sum unluky don even hav a Nokia....)

Oh!I'm gettin carried away... so here goes ma creation, born frm a moment o emotional stagnation n psychological degeneration (wateva.... don bother...)

ok ok... tis is it..

the sun is scorchin....
and the land is burning...
but i'm yearnin...
for you i'm fallin....

am i goin crazy??
or am i just hazy??
i hear no whisper,
and blinded by thy love's shimmer, ^
i lie in slumber,
for you are a delightful dream..

^(the original line was "not a sight do i see", its been changd for aaah.. jus thot this 1 fits in bettar...)

OH YEAH!! I'm gud....

I first showed my creation to AS and Ajeesh, but only drew a vague expression, kinda like "oh!! evanetu verae pani onum ille??"

Then i showd it to Goks(didn say twas mine...), n his 1st reaction was lyk, "Aliyaa vann...".

He had misunderstud it 2 b some1 else's, but on gettin enlightened he added sum "healthy" criticism to his 'vann'... The last person to see the original copy was Mr.Iceman and thank god he doesnt use explicits tat often. Cool as ever he too added a critique, i don remember wat though, sigh!

Now its the chance to show off ma 2nd creation..

Tey say current flow can cause magnetic field. In the BI-period(also read by-period) sir's perpetual chattering at a constant rate is analogous to current and the counterpart of magnetic field is the sleep-field conjured up by his non-stop chatter,darn!! Inorder to protect maself frm the harmful effects of such radiation i wound up into a nutshell of my own, to conjure up a field of my own, hey! i didn sleep ok...

So, finally i came up wit the foll:

PERFORMANCE CHARACTERISTICS

i'm sittin on the second bench of my class,
leaning against the wall, on the bench is my ass,

is he speaking french?
or did i hav brunch??

tthe prof is teaching,
but his notes are flyin..

the breeze is blowin,
and so i'm sleepin,

i feel captive,
captivated by melancholy,

my brain's inactive,
coz he's mumbling without any mercy...

The name o te 'poem' coms frm te topic tat wa being tot durin tat hr...

Huh! Actually i didn mean to write such a lengthy article but it happend so spontaneously i couldn hold bac...if u were bored, i jus wanna add "i don give a damn"!!

* Chumma irikkatte, oru vazhikku pokuvalle.... ini star illannu paranju arum parati parayanda....

Hasta la vista, baby!

Come to Naught

First love at first sight,
but she ain't my plight.
Second love at first sight,
thence tight remained my plight.

Now I wonder,
yonder lies the truth;
but where yonder?
I stand aghast,I breakth.

Love eternal on the platter;
Alas!! it lay beyond the veil,
Ignorant you, do the blather,
as The veil of deception decieves thy peer.

Will the divine knot,
or the holy oath hold affirm,
for lust shalt pout,
and thou fall with the grim.

Nay,I ain't mad,
but despair is what i have.
For the yesteryears I'm glad,
'cause forever indifferent i behave.

After wandering fathom's deep,
Now,I realize what not to seek.
For eternal love shalt remain,
a dream trapped in my heart's terrain.

Falling in love again

She is crying;
Oh! Is she sad?
'Nay my boy, they're tears of joy.'

They wash away
The fears in me, and
Transcends me to a place gone by.

My mind has gone there
But body's anchored here
For cares that drown me down.

A thousand sons
Would never suffice
For her beauty divine

Nor would M'Angelo
Ever paint her thus,
As mine eyes see her now.

It's the battle Will fought
And failed, he said-
Words ain't worth no more

Oh how could he win
When the one above has made
Her the abode for His creations.

My silent wish speaks-
The world today
Would never take her away.

I'm off to rest
With her lullabies
Putting me to sleep.

Fool

I can't breath
Cannot speak, why not?
Shh.. the guards awake

Can't find solace
No, not anywhere, why not?
I'm all alone

Anything I do,
Turns out worse
Is it? then why?

The papers turned;
Couldn't find it,
What? The answers.

I ask, why not?
No answer, ya
Thats the answer.

Then why,
Why the exam?
Why mouse can't run?
Why I can't shoot?

Pages turned around,
It was me,
Not the question.

I never read it,
Never heard the answer
Right inside me.

I found it, what?
Never a question
Without an answer.

An Elegy

You gave me hope,
told me i'd be fine
sitting rite here alone.

Every day I'd wait
to see if you'd come
and you did, you came everyday.

The first days
were so fine
so beautiful.

You and me
together we planned
to conquer worlds.

Never did i think
I'd not see you again.
You gave up?

Why wont you come?
You're all i ever have.
Ain't I your blog anymore?