Wednesday, 16 January 2008


I never asked myself what I fear. I thought I feared none, nothing. But I'd to answer it without my will. I fear the unknown. Unknown is not the faceless nightmare you have. It's not any alien race destroying earth. Then what's the unknown?

Unknown is uncertainty of knowing whether something exists or not. It's the fear of speculating what might happen if it exists. The fear eats you from inside. There's nothing to vent your feelings on because neither are you certain nor are you willing to ask fearing the after-effects.

But one things that's constant in this world is change. So I wish the fear would wash away in the winds of change. The song keeps telling me:

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all okay
And not to worry cause worry is wasteful
and useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
- Hands (Jewel)